him

he ..
I have him in the heart now ..
why?
whether he will accompany the time I need?
whether he will provide the color in my life?
whether he is the person?
although he did not consider I have in his life

if I only hope that full?
I let it all run with the full enjoyment
expectation that only grow for a while ..
hope it will vanish with time

because he was not the person I expected